I’ll try to remember always just to have a good time
Apr 14th, 2011 by cleverthomasina
I want to begin with another apology for my long absence, but I feel like I’m gonna be starting all my posts that way since I clearly have lost my ability to write consistently. So let this be my last and all encompassing apology. I am sorry. I hope whoever may still read this will come back from time to time and not give up on me all together.
It’s a particularly gloomy night in Denver, all cold and damp. I’m drinking tea and listening to music that transports me to the days when I used to blog daily, so I thought I’d do the moment justice by actually writing. What music am I listening to? Panda Bear. If you don’t know them, look them up. They’re, admittedly, not for everyone, but if they happen to be for you, you’ll be ecstatic that you found them.
Life has been…life like? Some ups, some downs, lots of frustrations, lots of crazy, lots of dreaming, lots of hope. I recently moved to a new apartment building, and so far it’s pretty cozy here. Part of the cozy is probably all the boxes that still clutter most of the place, but that’s sometimes how it goes. My bedroom is all set up, and since that is generally where I hideaway when I’m home, it is really the only room besides the kitchen that I need to be organized right away. I love my little have, all the walls lined with stacks of books because I’m too poor or cheap or lazy to buy bookshelves. I have my yoga mat and weights set out on the floor, and a stack of movies by my t.v. on the dresser across from my bed. It’s a decent little set up, and, at the very least, it’s comforting as a bedroom no doubt should be.
I want to keep writing. I want to write pages and pages. Unfortunately, I’m plum tuckered out, and I need to wake up early enough to work out before heading to the restaurant for another day in paradise. Heh. But, my little darlings, if this itch to write sticks with me through the night, I’m sure I’ll have another crack at not sucking at updating tomorrow. Good night!